Monday, March 3, 2014

False Awakening

There were times when i
just wanna lied
and starred at the ceiling
Remembering all the things
we've been through
All things about you
Then my heart's crushed
My vein ached 
My muscle cramped
My lungs stop breathing
My tears fell
If they were tears of joy
They wouldn't felt so hard
Its hard to get up
Cuz when I'm sane is losing sanity
I woke up just to realize
that I'm falling apart
Keep reminding me of that hurtful joy
The moment i once
thought was mine
Now it seems that all i had

was one big joke
The one you pulled and make 
me choked.

-Estella the Wondrous-