Wednesday, November 12, 2014

Divine Despair (Dive in Despair)



Eyes closed,
Drawing me to the hurtful joy
Excavating deep buried soul
I once was
and you once had,

Goosebump,

The flashes and fantasy
Raw and Agility
Sudden staring at the ceiling
Widen as never been

Pondering on the fate resign

The familiar agitating longing
baring similitude of Dante's "La Vita Nuova".

Once again, the mere contemplation

To brace the hand of oblivion
To dive in the Drink of  Despair
And watch if the light gets Greener
If he'll ever be the Key Master

If roses filled the empty land

Conquered! but to learn
it was fooled with Confederate rose

The soul once known

was estranged at once
Where the diver gets deeper
The despair gets heavier

When the next dawn arrived

Turned a face passed by
Sudden loath
Insignificant, invisible, unexist

like a puny little insect

on an estranged land
like a lost girl
filling tears in the ocean of despair.

-Estella the Wondrous-

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